I wrote a whole post here but then I lost it and now I am very sad about that and tired.
And then I wrote a make-up paragraph here about how you should go to bed when you are too tired to follow your own rules you are usually very good at following about never writing in Divi Visual Builder or even WP / online in general and always use Scrivener for the writing chunks FIRST and even if you fail to do that, at least remember to SAVE DRAFT repeatedly.
and part of the paragraphs I wrote included a reference to this post (I Broke My Journaling Streak) and another one to this one (A Break From Feeling Bad) and now I’m too tired to try to fix it more than this note.